Auld Lang Syne...

Albert Einstein once wrote...

Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose he knows not, though he senses it. But without deeper reflection one knows from daily life that one exists for other people.

Today, for me, is all about reflection. What have I accomplished? Where am I going? Most importantly...what kind of person have I been? Have I given more than I've taken? Have I lived purposefully?

And I think I have. Believe me, I've had plenty of years where the column of negativity was overflowing. Years where I took and never returned. Years where I ignored who my parents hoped I would become. Years where I was weak.

I am no longer weak. This year I loved and lived well. It wasn't a year of life changes, there were no marriages, divorces, births or deaths. It was a year of strenghthening the status quo. And I've never been happier to just "be". My children are healthy and happy...my parents are thriving...my siblings are funny as ever...my career is fulfilling, finally....and I am in love...still.

What could there be to complain about? I'm sure there is plenty, but this year I grew past conjuring negativity. Moments I failed...but I tried. Leave it to someone else...I don't have to carry it in me. I took one final lap around the neighborhood this morning and made sure to smile at everyone I passed. Some returned the gesture, but most lowered their gazes and hurried on. My first reaction was...how hard is it to sincerely smile?...which was then replaced by something far more revolutionary...they just aren't there yet, so I'll wait...and keep smiling.

My wish for you all this New Year is to keep smiling and use your clean slate to benefit others. As 2010 expires this evening I will be thinking of you...hoping you are occupying your happiest place in the comfort of loved ones. If not, get busy...make the most of your talents and time. Give love and take it wisely...the only one that can change the tide is...you...

Happy New Year to you and yours...to me and mine...to ours....